i freakin hate winter!
ok forget about the prettiness of snow. enough is enough. i am sick of two inch deep blocks of snow and ice falling on my head off the roof of my car as i'm trying to clear it off every morning! i am tired of having a perpetual cold despite spending ridiculous amounts of money every year on vitamin C products. i am sick of wool socks. i am sick and tired of not wanting to walk outside. i am sick of having to bundle up. i am sick of having to wear layers to accomodate the tropical climate of the cim basement, the freezing lobby, and the dry arizona like sauna of the third floor. i am sick of the strings on my viola slipping completely out of tune while playing concerts! i have no good winter clothes. i have one long sleeve shirt i like. i am ready for spring! this is so unfair.
i am sick. i have been sick now since thansgiving. i can't get a flu shot because you can't get one if you have a cold or flu. i don't want to give a recital. i don't want to take finals. i don't want to teach. i don't want to take an audition in pittsburgh. i just want to read a good book and get some SLEEP!
i am sick of playing out of tune and out of rhythm. i am sick of worrying what other people think. i am sick of accomodating other people. i am sick of biting my tongue. i am sick of meaningless homework assignments. i am sick of my house being messy. i am sick about worrying about the cost of things. i am sick of planning my day around other people's schedules. i am sick of turning down gigs for prior commitments to things i DON'T want to do! i am sick of older people talking down to me just because they think they can. i am sick of people telling me i look 16.
whew. i feel better.
i am sick. i have been sick now since thansgiving. i can't get a flu shot because you can't get one if you have a cold or flu. i don't want to give a recital. i don't want to take finals. i don't want to teach. i don't want to take an audition in pittsburgh. i just want to read a good book and get some SLEEP!
i am sick of playing out of tune and out of rhythm. i am sick of worrying what other people think. i am sick of accomodating other people. i am sick of biting my tongue. i am sick of meaningless homework assignments. i am sick of my house being messy. i am sick about worrying about the cost of things. i am sick of planning my day around other people's schedules. i am sick of turning down gigs for prior commitments to things i DON'T want to do! i am sick of older people talking down to me just because they think they can. i am sick of people telling me i look 16.
whew. i feel better.
posted by Palm Beach Suzuki at Tuesday, December 06, 2005
2 Comments:
Gee, honey, I'm glad you feel better after that little rant/pity party. I have two comments: it's lovely here in FL and your room is all fresh and clean so come on down and spend some breaktime here. You can lounge and read by the pool. Stare at the lake. Watch the palm trees grow. Get excited when you spot the alligator. We can shop/dine/hang out. Go to the Norton Museum to see impressionists and Ft. Lauderdale to see King Tut. Take in a movie/play/concert. Second, if there is one thing I learned in my life so far it is to NOT do things I don't want to do just to make others happy. Now of course there are compromises and exceptions, but by and large, those who really love you will want you to be happy, even if that means you are putting yourself, instead of them, first. So do what's best for you.
Also worrying about what other people think becomes unnecessary when you realize that other people (outside of family and friends) rarely think about you at all!! Just think about how often you judge/think about others -- hardly ever, right? So, just do what's best for you. Assuming you know what that is!!
Love you a million zillion and beyond.
actually i judge people all the time. just kidding! thanks mom! i feel better today.
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